So I'm now realizing that in the world of musical theatre, broadway, Encore! and all it entails, there is no place for a 2nd alto. This world is in love with mezzo sopranos, and that's something I can never be. I'm finally accepting that I will not get into the musical this year, I will never get into Tiger Ladies, and Encore! is just one of those dreams I save for especially rainy days when I can dare to bring it back to life. It makes me sad because I didn't get into the fall play this year, and now I'll have to wait until summer or, more probably, next fall to plant my feet on stage again. Aside from drama class, of course.

Simultaneously, I'm starting to build my confidence in my own vocal instrument. A little weird, considering the situation at the moment, but hell. I've decided I'm not a bad singer, I'm just not what broadway [or Mr. A] is looking for. Not now, or ever. But I don't suck. =3 It'll be hard to break all the habits, like how I instinctively insult my singing voice when the subject arises, but I'm going to try. I've made so much progress in my self esteem, I'm not nearly the wreck I was two years ago. I have too many people to thank for that. I you all.


On a side note, I got my permit the other day. On the 21st. In one year I get my license. *sigh* So long to wait. LOL Oh well. I also love Owl City. And my Drama I class. And Richard.


Sorry for the lack of art. I've been failing lately.